So i haven't written anything for quite some time.
Mainly because I don't have internet access at my apt. But also I am much less
generally.
Getting out of my town where I live always puts things into perspective, but it doesn't happen very often. This is the first time in 5 months that I've left, aside from going to the city 1.5 hours north MAYBE once or twice, and the town 7 miles away definitely doesn't count as leaving.
"If I would, could You?"
interesting.
And it's not about the salary, it's all about reality. Seriously. Will you FUCKING stOP sometime? Stop. StOP. STOP!!!

People look at me weird when I tell them that my main goal in life isn't to make money, that I think - no, I KNOw - that there is more, so so much more to life than that. I agree with the philosophers - it's not about pursuing pleasure, especially immediate pleasure, but about finding the balance and maintaining a healthy soul. Earthly pleasures can easily get out of hand and addictive, and also tie you to your body and all that it makes you THINK you need.
I think of it this way - if somebody ELSE never put into my head the ideas that I "need" certain brands of clothes, certain foods on specific days, and certain gadgets to 'make me look cool' then I could live minimally and be quite fine

i AM tired. i will finish later.